Today’s Prayer to Passage will be from the book “The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom” by Don Miguel Ruiz.
Today I pray, “Dear God, Finally. The close of a nine-year cycle. The start of eternal elevation and prominence, of the beginning of the world. I am still here, living in it all. I am still eternally devoted to You, to life in All Your forms, and to Your Divine Love. Amen.”
Following my prayer, I held the closed book in my hands and opened it to reveal the following passage:
The Four Agreements:
1. Be impeccable with your word.
2. Don’t take anything personally.
3. Don’t make assumptions.
4. Always do your best.
—DON MIGUEL RUIZ
Today’s parting from my Soul Mate was cordial, swift, utterly silent, efficient, and complete. We moved my belongings into the moving truck I had rented, we spoke very few words, I offered him the opportunity to have a completion conversation for his own peace of mind, he declined my offer, and we parted ways. I feel released. Tonight is New Year’s Eve. It is nearly 12 Midnight. I finally cried just a few minutes ago. For the first time throughout all of this, I finally cried to mourn this as a loss of a beloved. I mourned it as I would mourn a death.
I cried the ugly cry</em for approximately 20 minutes. And then I was done. No more tears will be shed over this. I know this is complete. I am ready for a new year and a new life to begin. The Biggest Audience calling remains the same, only I will live it out with a new Divine Masculine Partner, and I am ready to marry this man, whomever he may be. I prayed that God would bring him into my life as soon as possible, as I am now ready for marriage.
I prayed that I would be led to him as a gift from my cherished friend in Heaven. My cherished friend’s future/present Heavenly gift to me for all of the agony I have endured in waiting for him to accept my offerings of Love in this lifetime. His future Heavenly Self is to now guide me to the man I am meant to marry and grow old with. This is to be his gift to me in all of this. His fifth dimensional Self will guide me to this man. And I will continue on, in harmony with my perfect becoming.